today my life begin_bruno mars.. ^^

I've been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart's been done so wrong
i wondered if I
I'd ever heal again

oh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (oh)

i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it's mine for the taking
i know i can make it, today my life begins

yesterday has come and gone
and I've learn how to leave it where it is
and i see that i was wrong
for ever doubting i could win

oh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change (oh)

life's to short to have regrets
so I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
only have one life to live
so you better make the best of it..

* thanks bruno mars, u really made my day :3 *

PSIKO - One Nation Emcees - from KLIP 3GP OST

_awesome song!_

these days..

meremang bila baca berita2 dekat malaysia or even all over the world lately..tersangat2 banyak kes2 yang melibatkan nyawa, harta benda tapi dalam keadaan yang sangat menyayat hati..

mesti korang yang update ngan fb / cukup prihatin tuk tengok berita kat tv (bukan cam aku, hehe) ada tengok berita yang mengejutkan iaitu budak kecik kena langgar 2 kali tapi tak dipedulikan pun , kejadian ni happen dekat china ....memang kesian sangat2 aku tengok...dah tu orang lalu lalang tengok je...Ya Allah langsung teda mercy! budak tu masih gerak2 lagi, pastinya in great pain sebab dah kena gilis twice! ntah apa je dalam fikiran dorang tu!

lagi 1, ini kat malaysia jak pon...lagi insane sebab pelakunya masih sekolah lagi! baru je 16 tahun peeps! lagi2 budak perempuan! memalukan kaum aku je la! dah la buat terlanjur tapi yang bodohnya dia kelar bayi dia hingga mati..Astaghfirullah al 'azim...

aku pun malas nak cakap banyak g dah,geram sangat ngan perkara2 bodoh yang berlaku, dilakukan oleh manusia yang tiada akal, tahap pemikiran yang bawah tahap pemikiran binatang, tak tau la apa nak jadi ngan dunia sekarang, seriously aku sedih baca berita macamni, makin moden dunia, hak2 kemanusiaan makin diketepikan...

-news credit to http://aidanatasya.com ..

jay chou _ ye qu

# wondering, if the 'story' lying beneath this video clip happened to me (tak mintak2 la, fikir je! pathetic...hahahah), would somebody do care about me??? #

ohya, btw kali ni vid ni aku tak include sekali ngan lyric eaa...hehehe korang cari sendiri la kalau nak nyanyi! blueeekkkkk :p

takde mutual friend!!!

-keratan facebook aku..hehe-

pesbukk....

"aku tak de pesbuk"..

gerenti, absolutely, yakinnya, for sure korang suma, termasuk aku akan rasa pelik jika ada antara kita, yang berumur2 dalam lingkungan remaja ni cakap camni..sedangkan uncle2, aunt2 aku pun ada pesbuk, apa lagi yang tengah2 hot ni...hehehe..

tapi sori bukan aku mau cita sal tu sekarang...aku tengah pelik2 + kebingungan sikit, napa makin hari makin ramai mereka2 yang 'add' aku d pesbuk langsung takde mutual friend ngan aku arr?? contohnya seperti yang tertera di atas, hamboii kenapakah?? ni baru sikit, ada lagi kat bawah tu..

normally, lau tak de mutual friend pun, ada jugak interest yang kita share, fan page yang kita sama2 like, tapi ni langsung tak de tau! ada tu jugak bila aku tengok friend list dia, lum lagi ada friend langsung pun! jadi aku agak perasan la sudah konon + takut kalau2 lah ada orang niat something kat aku ( mohon jauh)..

aku wondering dari mana la pulak dorang dapat pesbuk aku daripada berpuluh juta umat manusia di muka bumi ni yang menggunakan pesbuk? tu pun kalau 1 orang tu ada 1 account..

ahhhh peduli lah...dah sah2 aku tak kan approve pun....kbaiiii....

christina perri_jar of hearts

this song is about a girl would loved a boy with every part of her and he loved her deeply but he didn't fully understand what he had when he was with her, breaking up was the hardest decision she had to make, she could see he felt something for someone else even though he said he still loved her and would deny any feelings for the other girl, but he wanted to see if there was something better and not settle down just yet for he was only so young, so after she had enough of the lies she left him and he chose to purse the other girl, but all the while his first love was on his mind. She was still heart broken and still loved him, but hates what he did to her at the same time. even looking at him brought memories of what they had together, and she felt as though no one could replace what she had with him. a year goes by and throughout the year the boy stays with the other girl but knows it was not anywhere near the magic he had with his first love. he comes back into her life wanting her advice and help with what he should do, wanting his first love to tell him that she still needs him. but she has learnt never to trust him again, she will never let someone throw her away to find something better and then come to the realisation that she was the best he could have ever had and expect her to jump straight back into his arms. he hurt her so deeply that just coming back into her life wont fix it, she wishes she never met him so he could have never hurt her, wishes he didnt have any control over her, and wishes she never fell in love with a liar. who does he think he is coming back into her life after lying and choosing someone else to replace her, it will never work because of all the hurt he caused, all the lies he said and the hate created. the scar will be with her for the rest of her life but its a reminder to her to never let someone steal a part of her again, never to be tricked into believing empty words but mostly it is a reminder to never be tricked by him again. the scar is a learning curve so she can only improve what she has from now on and as soon as there is doubt she will let her heart take over and end it before she gets another gash that should have been prevented from the start.

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know 
I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most


I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time


And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart


You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?


I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms


I've learned to live, half-alive
Now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long
Just to feel alright
Remember how to put back
The light in my eyes

I wish I had missed
The first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises


And now you're back
 you don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apartYou're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all 


And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

tengok tibi!!!

hihihi aku kat asrama dah sekarang ni, rindu nya mau tengok tibi sebahagia seperti di umah....dengan paparan screen tibi yang memuaskan mata dan audio yang  bagai di pub je rasanya, hehehe kepuasan yang maksima! walaupun 5 minit pastu abah aku akan marah sebab kuat sangat bunyi tibi tu..ehehee..


tak de lah sangat persaingan tuk mendapatkan channel kegemaran di rumah tu, memandangkan adik aku pun 1 kepala ngan aku, kira senang kaw timm la lau ngan adik aku, tapi yang susah sikit ngan my big bos d rumah la, my abah, hehe..kalau tak tengok astro awani, channel bintang n nta papa lagi channel di bawah subscription indon2 tu...hadeiii tak suka la aku.. berikut adalah  rancangan/channel yang aku suka, hehe korang cmna??

1. AXN (701/721)

-asal je on tv aku gerenti g channel ni, hehehe mostly fav tv show aku ...antaranya ialah......:

i) CSI

                                                        

- grissom jugak lah paling otai..                          -horatio caine, fuhh paling bergaya ngan ray ban dia!

-mac taylor....whoaaa cool guy! just love him =)

ii)wipeout

hahaha macam2 je gelagat dalam ni, lagi2 host rancangan ni pun sangat2 versatile n lawak gila lah! hahahha contestant pun ya ya jak kena bodo2, yela open minded kan tuk entertained orang...hehehe thumbs up!

2. TLC (707) 

-hamboiii aku ni, aku tak pandai masak sebenarnya! hahahaha tapi aku suka tengok channel ni, sebab boleh tengok macam2 makanan, yang nampak sedap, menarik, tertarik tapi sayangnya mostly 99% dorang tayangkan ni adalah "illegal" bagi kaum muslimin dan muslimat sekalian..hahaha aku tengok je, aku peduli apa! (buat aku lapar je tengok channel ni, hehe)

i) man vrs food

-haaa ni memang bole buat kecur liur.....mostly c adam ni akan pergi restoran2 fast food d seluruh united states n try suma makanan2 yang sedap2 (konon) n lain dari yang lain..n before rncangan dia abis, dia akan sahut 1 cabaran tuk makan sesuatu makanan yang dihidangkan dalam kuantiti yang banyak or dengan rasa yang semacam tak sedap(hehe) n jika dia dapat habiskan challenge tu, dia akan considered as a winner n can defeat that "food"..hahahha ada2 je la!

ii) bizarre food

-hamboiii ni memang nasty ni...berani betul c andrew zimmern ni makan macam2 benda...u named it je la, gerenti dia telan je...hahahha senang buat laki lau camni, tak memilih langsung! hahaha

*actually ada banyak gik channel yang aku suka tengok, history aku suka tengok, warna, hitz.tv, tapi mostly fav aku setakat ni, ini lah...macam channel2 orang2 matang je ni...hahaha* =p